Dear Narcissist,

You have changed my life and perspective on men intensely. When I was 20/21 years old, I did not have any form of self-love. In fact, I did not know who I was. You saw my weaknesses, and you preyed on them. You are cold. You are absolutely disgusting. You portrayed to be a man of honesty and class. You seemed ambitious and confident. I was attracted to your false self. What you really are is what you fear the most. You use people and destroy them, it makes you feel good about yourself. You prey on good people. You prey on people who love with their whole heart. You prey on people who continue to give because of their kindness. The world only sees the man I once saw and loved. I just wish I could give them some kind of sudden awakening without looking crazy. You want to make me look crazy. You will receive supply off of making me look insane. No one is going to believe me because you are a good actor, a master manipulator. They can not see past your grandiosity. They will never meet the man who devalued me. The man who stole money from me. The man who gas-lighted me. The man who was never wrong in any given situation. They will never see the man who lied. The man who cheated. I ignored all of the signs. I wanted to believe you were the man who stayed up all night with me, helping with my homework. I wanted to believe you were the man who sent me flowers. The man who told me I was beautiful each day. The man with big hopes and dreams. The man with a great relationship with God. Instead, you are vile and pure evil. I should have known. You saw tears pouring from my eyes, and you did not hold me. You simply blamed me for unmasking who you truly are.

With love,

Empath